It costs me almost everything to open up. I may be easy going, but it's certainly isn't easy for me to open up.

It's not easy for me to tell you about how my day went, or how much a song mean to me, or how passionate I am about music or books or writing. It's not easy for me to let people in.

It's not easy for me to tell people how I feel. Because I'm not always like this. I'm not always kind. I won't always be able to soothe you whenever you're feeling down, sometimes it's me that needs to be soothed. I'm not always kind. Lately I feel like a broken poetry. I'm not always kind. Every once in a while I'll give you cold shoulders because my mind is a mess and there's so much I can take. I'm not always kind. When I'm mad I tend to say some hurtful things, I'm only human after all.

So if you wanna leave, do it now. I won't hold you back. Since I'm not rushing anything. I'm sure love will find a way. If it's meant to be, it will be.

-italktothemoon
I Hope You Understand.